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    Such a time

    Wow it's been a while since I added anything here Embarrassed
    The beginning of the year was all about learning the insurance industry and I am still learning and going for my series 6 exam
    My brain is about ready to explode and I just cannot figure out where to put anymore LOL
    It's a real hard test from what I know and if I don't pass I will scream The rules and regulations portion is what scares me the most all the numbers and the problem solving is just a bit much
    I study every day for hours on end and then take practice tests which I do well on but still get things wrong GO FIGURE Baring teeth
    I recently turned 50 so my memory is not like it was but I do try LOL
    I will do fine and then will begin my career and my triumph to 1 million I am so into making this mark a s since my accident in 2003 I have not worked and really have had enough of being off and sitting here reading and absorbing just about anything I can get my hands on
    It's a great education but my life is just not about sitting on my ass and reflecting on doing NOTHING !!!!!
    Well it's study time and then around 1030 I will float in the pool and study study study what a life but I want to reap the rewards
    Well ya all take care and I will eventually update this as I go along I just am busy and this and other things are an option as is Facebook which I started because I found a long lost cousin through my sister
    us Take a look and have a great day
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    I am a happy camper

    I am overjoyed with the Redskins the election and we are going to see my Mom for Thanksgiving

    It has been a long time since we have had a holiday with Mom at her house and we are bringing desert, I am baking pies and making cornbread from scratch of course. Due to my numerous food allergies I have no choice but to bake like Grandmom used to do

    Thank goodness as a child I watched and learned, I remember her rising the bread on the vents in the floor and the  smell of the bread as it baked was heavenly.

    I do like to bake as you know from previous posts and would open a bakery if I knew how well a gluten free bakery would do in NJ

    Anyone know if there are such bakeries in any area would be a help I would love to know how well they do

    It’s a hard thing to live with and the breads and baked goods are so expensive I find that $5.00 or more for a loaf of 8 slices of bread is a bit much don’t ya think

    That is one reason for my wanting to do this and with economy in shambles I doubt it would do well right now but then again maybe it would fly

    We are currently having our back steps replaced with blocks from Anchor concrete they do wonderful work

    I am sure you have seen a n ad on DIY about Oldcastle block well Anchor is an offshoot of that and they will become Oldcastle in January as the parent company wants to change the name, the company is out of Ireland I believe and is an established company

    My Redskins well of course they win but lose a few but they have come a long way since JOE GIBBS UGH

    Thanks to Jim Zorn and his choices we have a nice record and if we can win the rest of our games we possibly could go further I am not sure of a superbowl but I keep my fingers crossed

    As for Chris’ Jets FAVRE is not any good and the wins are just luck he tosses the ball to the other team too much and when they lost to Oakland OMG my Mom who is an Oakland fan Surprised  just had to call and rib him LOL

    I think we will do well with Mr. Obama he seems like he has a plan but don’t they all, we will see what he does after January 21st and I will cross those fingers and hope he can get us out of 8 years of failed policies I just hope he can get rid of all the old senators and congressman with the old ideas and start fresh

    Well I hope you all are well and enjoyed Halloween and gave the kiddies candy

    Have a terrific day and God Bless

    What a Summer

    Whew we are just about ready to close the pool and get ready for the Winter BLUES LOL

    Summer is our time to just kick back and enjoy our fruits of labor during the rest of the year,the garden is fabulous and we have already put up tomato sauce eggplant and other good things for the winter. I would share just come on over and we will have a ball

    Chris' Mom is a fantastic cook and had taught Chris the secrets to her cooking and Mom and Dad had come down 2 weekends ago to refresh him on preserving,she also gave me a book with recipes to copy or to find this book she has. I in my own right am a good cook so they say been at it since the age of 9 and Chris enjoys it as does his family, if you want recipes lets exchange.

    On to our summer I could go all day about cooking etc so let's not. June was fun Chris and i celebrated our 1st year of wedded bliss and we just had a nice day except for finding a place to eat lol. We decided on a restaurant and as soon as we arrived it wasn't opening until the following day, onto the next it was packed as were the next 5. One thing about the Jersey Shore it is the worst when it comes to finding a place on the weekend. We finally found one after about 2 hours of driving around my dinner was fabulous Chris just hated his blah flounder and he told the waitress he wanted veal but they were out his next choice was the tilapia which I had OMG it was so good, we took his home and I fixed it the following day and it was so much better. The rest of the weekend was cozy it was also my 49th birthday and we just hung out because the weekend before it had been Fathers day and we celebrated Mom's birthday, mine,Mom and dad's anniversary,ours and Fathers day.I got a cake from Mrs. Walkers homemade ice cream and it said Happy Everything LOL we all laughed it was just the best way

    July started with a bang the teen behind us loves fireworks but setting them off at 1030 at night was not Chris idea of fun it was during the week and well I have never seen him so Pissed he scared even me. He yelled out the back door and OMG I heard a very quiet I am sorry and then the lights went out so I know they got the message, then Chris went back to bed it was a work night for crying out loud give us a break. Now we know the 4th was coming but he was lighting them off since the end of school it as just getting annoying all day every day you now what I mean. Mom came on the 11th her friends from North Carolina drove her and she stayed through August 16th. As you remember we had the wedding August 2nd so she came to depart with us as Norfolk is a hub and it would have taken her forever to fly to Florida. We had a great time I love my Mom and she is my inspiration as she took care of my Dad for 30 years what a lasting love that is. He passed away in 2004 and when she comes we go to his final resting place to visit it's heartwrenching to go but I just feel better inside to let it out. We read and floated in the pool shopped till we dropped cooked LOL I did but we had her make a pork roast I HATE PORK Chris loves it so she really enjoyed cooking for him, i had some new recipes for her uh oh lost track back to cooking hee hee, so I shared and found a book I have on Amazon so we ordered it for her.

    My sister took her for 2 nights so she could see the girls and we were thankful she got to see the youngest she lives upstate NEw York and rarely comes to visit as her father well we won't go there, he's not my favorite person but she's a doll and we or shall I say Chris had her jumping into the pool she was scared at first but afetr she did OMG it was non stop splashing then. Doreen said she passed out on thewayhome I wish my sis could see her growing up she would be so proud and we are sure she is.

    The flight to Florida sucked sorry but Continental airlines blows, it was cancelled naturally after we were there for 45 minutes and the courtesy counter didn't even know until we told them and 3 hours later we took off, Mom and I were hurting by the time we landed and Chris well he was just ticked wait till you here about our return flight Baring teeth,we arrived at the Palm beach Marriot late of course it was beautiful we had requested rooms close by but nope it was down the end of the hall but quiet for us Mom was near the elevator and noisy. We just had a great time we did not eat in the hotel but Bill my cousin told us about City Place the downtown shopping and dining area. Wow Broozies I think it's spelt that way was fabulous it's a brewery and restaurant in one and we did not know the rehearsal dinner was to be there it was fabulous and they make cottage chips which are simply kettle fried potato chips AWESOME!!!

    We did find a kitchen nightmare Howleys in West Palm Gordon Ramsey would have a field day with this place iot was gross grease pit is a better name for it I almost heaved when we left, the thing I don't get is it's been there for ever looks that way too EWWWWW is all we can say everything else was wonderful as far as West Palm was concerned. We had gone to Bills the night after we arrived saw Christine eric and had dinner with them Saturday the day of the wedding it was so hot but the kids had met on that day so how nice to get married on a special day. Christine looked gorgeous and pictures will follow as I have time to go and uplaod to the site. The food was great the DJ was all right and most of the guests were from New Jersey as Eric is from our great state. They had the reception at the Frenchmans reserve a country club in Port St Lucie I believe the church was a gorgeous little place in Palm Beach they got married there as Christine's church is being renovated but she requested her priest to say the mass and marry them, it was lovely.

    I was so happy to see my cousins 2nd and third cousins it was so much fun and the DJ had requested everyone that had been married from the day 1 all the way up to 65 years to join him and Christine Eric and his grandparents danced it was touching, his grandparents danced to a song they had danced to when they got married and we were told he took physical therapy just to do this as his legs have been failing which made it that much more special. The grounds were just beautiful Chris and I took  a walk abotu and the evening was really nice and it was refreshing to go outside and just watch the sunset.

    The ride home was by bus as Bill did not want anyone having a problem wih alcohol and driving which some were very grateful they had this if ya know what I mean, oone of the guests needed assistance as she was not able to go it alone she had medical problems but had a glass to many which was not helping so my cousin hellped her to her room we could not locate her son but figured he left with the group to party elsewhere after the wedding

    The rest of the vacation was well just Florida and we could not wait to get back home it was just enough to have stayed the weekend but we decided to stay a week and well it was a tad too long and got longer

    The flight home was miserable everything was going well we got on board at our appointed time and noticed the plane was 1/2 full so we thought great we can stretch out and relax OH YEAH right a voice said please disembark as we have a problem with Newark and it would be a 30 minute delay OMG then after abotu 10 minutes we were told to get back on and my goodness the palne was full smile_sarcastic um what do you know, how convenient but then we sat for 4 minutes waiting to take off and it was horrible. When we landed we had to sit on the tarmac for 45 minutes because they gave our gate away I have never flown an airline like this.10 years ago I vowed not to ever fly them again but low and behold they did it to me again, I called but they said they reserve the right to do this to passengers. Excuse me I said I reserve the right to complain as to my horrible experience woith your damn airline how dare you. I wanted to call homeland security as our luggage arrived before we did and although we were glad for that it was questionable as to how 3 suitcases took off without passengers. Is this not a security issue I would never had placed the luggage on the plane. I could go on forever about Continental but as I say they SUCK.

    We have had a very busy Summer as you see and now it's Football time the Redskins just sre terrible and I wasure they would do good but they got a whooping and deserved it the lastt 3 preseason games and then they get beat by the Giants in a not so thrilling boring game what the heck is Zorn doing does he know.

    Chris is happy with Favre and was in amazement as to his hail mary yesterday it was a win but not pretty so said Favre but you have to give him credit he did get them a win against the QB he replaced Chad just needed to go he just irked Chris everytime he played so he was thankful he was traded and speak about trading the redskins had the opportunity to get Chad Johnson but would not relinquish a first round pick OMG guys why!!!!!! Get rid of Portis and get some talent I know he's a theatrical nut but he plays well OCHO CINCO is his new minker it's funny but hey he is a performer and I like his antics.

    Well I have things to do like update my book lists music and whatever else I might due I like the changing seasons so I am thinking a fall back ground would be nice

    Stay tuned and I will continue this in a few days as I have just had an epidural injection in my Sciatic joint to relieve the pain I have in my hip. Does this ever end I hate falling apart at the seams but if it helps I am all for it. I am researching accupuncture anyoine ever have it done I need help  here because I want an alternative to pain

    Thanks everyone for reading hope you enjoyed, I know it's long but hey it's 3 months worth of fun and adventure

    Oh and I have been doing some awesome fractal work as well as pen tablet drawing in my spare time so look for it, I will revamp the pictures as I saoid soon now off to spell check I see red marks for miles LOL

    have fun smile and have a great day See you soon Red heart

    The busy bees

    This  has been a great start to the summer season

    Pool is open but chilly Bring your towels take a dip

    We have been quite busy planting cleaning up getting everything ready for Summer

    I have also been working on my art projects and will add them here I have a gallery in photobucket under myinnerchyld and deviantart under dahnna

    Let me know what ya think I love art and just recently purchased a tablet and my first drawing with it came out awesome

    I UPDATED THE LINKS SO ENJOY THE ART!!!! 

    I did a fractal and it came out looking like duck feathers so I created a pond background using the tablet OMG it is so cool

    I then found a picture of a  Tiger and drew the entire thing from scratch that also came out great that I will post soon on both sites

    I had been introduced to paint.net it works like photoshop but lacks some cool features but then has a few of it's own I particularly like the water reflection on both but photoshop is clearly the winner there more realistic

    Well I am off to grab a few more fractals I use a program called Apophysis and create them from scratch feel free to use them

    Well I hope this finds all of you safe and sound and enjoying life

    Have a super day God Bless

    Fantastic

    The past couple of weeks have been whirlwinds of activity,and this week is no exception.

    The week began rainy and windy the pool would have to wait another couple of days,we are looking forward to our Summer time fun and really just enjoy the relaxation of our pool

    The rest on Monday went well despite getting soaked we had to go out

    I had the regular Doctor appointment and he told me to come back in 2 months I was thrilled, I have been going to this pain management doctor for 3 years now and finally I have graduated to every other month BIG SMILE after that grocery shopping and then we were making cannelloni; it takes time but Chris was home so we decided to get it done; last time until the fall when it gets cool enough to cook inside

    Then on Tuesday I had a hearing test and yes I am still deaf in one ear I do joke about this as they always think it will change but in 48 years the same  Now they want me to get a hearing aid !!! I asked if it is a necessity and of course they replied that it would be beneficial if I were to be able to work again I am hoping so for now I will see what they intend to do

    I applied for the Ticket to Work program from Social Security and got a call back and this time it is something I can do at home which would be order taking and computer data entry Right up my alley so I have my fingers crossed,please cross yours I am so bored I have not worked in 4 years

    I have been doing a lot of artsy stuff again and have posted my work on the page and in photobucket  I like to share and most of it is done through paint.net. I really enjoy working with the program and the updates are terrific and after this post I will be at it again I am getting pretty good at drawing with the old mouse LOL

    Downloaded the new 10 years and Rush albums and will be putting some of the songs on my play list soon 

    As for everything else all is fine and good spent the Mothers day weekend with Chris' Mom as mine lives in Virginia she will come in July I can hardly wait to hang out with her  She is a great lady and really has done a wonderful job of being not only my Mom but my friend, she has been through a lot and has two of us to take care of her, me being the shoulder to lean on and always a welcome sign on the door. She has her own room, bath and all she loves it so if she decides to come home the room is always hers, I spoke with her regarding her position for later on in her older years and of course we will have her here she agrees it would be the best solution rent out her place or sell and then live with us for a while or for however long she likes

    We got our invitation to the Florida wedding it's coming so fast now all I have to do is find a dress or grab one out of the closet I have a few I could use I just hope they fit LOL They should I had gained a few pounds NO WORK so I was inactive for a period while I recuperated but lately well exercise and diet they work well together and I am a stickler for that sort of thing

    Well enough of my blabbering I am off to create some art  have great evening and thanks for all your kind words and for being here to read my post TTFN!!!!

    The weather awesome

    Here I am inside the weather is absolutely outstanding
    Alas my allergies have got my goat and I am not about to get to enjoy a minute of those warm spring breezes
    Perhaps some of you have a good solution for me I have tried just about everything short of living in a bubble
    I feel for you if you have these dreaded seasonal allergies
    I just would love to sit in the yard watch the clouds float on by listen to the birds sing and the kid behind me Bang on His DRUMS
    GRRRRRR
    I wish his mom would bring them back in the house close all her windows and let him bang em there LOL
    It is maddening at times but what am I gonna do He's a Rush fan and DUH I bought him a set of drumsticks off the Rush site last year
    So am I to blame  NAH he hung those on the wall
    Made ya laugh didn't I
    At any rate I was playing on pogo today and they have this new game called crazy cakes well It is crazy and no I will not be back there playing it
    it has all the aspects of making me crazy when I am truly bored so we won't go there
    i do frequent the site and get my daily dose of childhood hence the name myinnerchyld
    It is fun and I have met a few nice people as well
    It's a claming thing for me some days and others to make me madder than i already had been
    I like poker ya play?
    If you do and you are on the site let me know i will let ya know my screen name and introduce you to a few good people
    Regards and have a blast !!!!!!
     

    NFL Draft

    The draft the smaller weekend marathon was on

    We watched with excitement team by team The New York Jets got a first round pick D1, 6: Vernon Gholston , DE, Ohio State Chris was thrilled!!!!  But where were the Washington Redskins ? Washington had traded the 21st overall pick in the draft to the Atlanta Falcons for a pair of second-round picks, at No. 34 and 48. They already had their own second-rounder, at No. 51

    "On Saturday, Redskins quarterback Jason Campbell got what Tennessee's Vince Young didn't," Kiper wrote on ESPN. "With three second-round picks, the Redskins were able to get two wide receivers [Devin Thomas and Malcolm Kelly] and USC tight end Fred Davis...They gave their quarterback some much-needed weapons in the passing game." I was extremely happy I am thinking the Skins could do quite well this year

    So much for Gibbs tenure. I was happy when he came back but as time grew so did my distaste for him,when he decided to retire it was intense to wait for the name of the new coach and we got Jim Zorn

    On Sunday where were the Jets? OMG they traded away a spot !!!!! Chris was befuddled I was like they do this all the time what for. The Redskins have selected players who add solid depth to the team--but could also emerge as starters in a year or two so in Round 3 they selected offensive tackle/guard Chad Rinehart, in the 4th round selected offensive tackle/guard Chad Rinehart, 6th round selected punter Durant Brooks,defensive back Kareem Moore & quarterback Colt Brennan. In the 7th round they selected DE Rob Jackson and then defensive back Chris Horton. 10 picks Fantastic !!!!!!

    The Jets select cornerback Dwight Lowery in the 4th round, QB Eric Ainge in the 5th, WR Marcus Henry in the 6th round and in the 7th round OT Nate Garner Chris was less than thrilled with most of the picks and what they had done trading picks but 6 picks OMG!!! We shall see what happens comes August and then we will see how they make out

    Are we ready for some Football !!!!!!!

    Thursday is terrific :-)

    Well he absolutely loved the sight

    Today I felt so good about it I invited a bunch of friends to view it and I hope you liked it

    I had worked extremely hard on it as god knows I have plenty of time to do this kind of thing

    Maybe I should do it as a side project that would be great if everyone would ask give me something to do

    Played pogo with Ann last night it was fun we had not seen each other for a few days and I told her what I was doing

    that my fingers hurt and should I really be playing http://www.pogo.com

    Today I just didn't took a peek to see what was up and then decided to check out facebook

    It's okay through my name up and a little bit of info and left it at that

    It's a boring application and not a lot going on and I really cannot see getting into my space it seems childish at best

    but I did see a page that Mom sent me and I have the link  www.myspace.com/babanchinesemusic

    as well as www.myspace.com/chinesepipa do check them out

    Well let me run going to get the airline tickets for our trip in August HOT HOT HOT Florida

    Stars

       As a child I wondered what was meant by twinkle twinkle little star how I wonder what you are
    Now that I am older and wiser I realize that the little twinkling star was anything you imagined it to be The early years
    I have 3 of those twinkling stars and they each have a very special meaning to me
    The brightest is my Dads my hero my guiding force through the years he asked of me 1 thing
    Please take care of your Mother simple yet determined but even in death he wanted his love safe and secure
    The next brightest is my sister Denise she was a wonderful gentle being who deserved better than what she had
    God did not frown upon her for she had a little girl whom she adored
    Time would take her from us much too early
    I still detest some things that should have been done to prevent her early demise but I keep these thoughts within
    my heart and soul for if I were to bear them I would lose some of those I love dearly and others who I do not
    The last is my sister Debbie the oldest of us 4 all girls all named with a D
    She was clever kind and stubborn she possessed an inner beauty and the greatest smile, she laughed at those
    that tried foolishly to get under her skin
    She was the mother of 4 children and gave her heart and soul for them and they are all adults now with their own passions
    My 1st day of schoolI visit them as often as I can but everyday I always visit them in memory, through pictures, treasures or faces that look familiar
    I think of them often and wished I had another day with them but time has forgotten how to give and love yearns eternal







    Tears

    My parents met on the garden State parkway at a fuel station my Dad pumped gas and Mom worked as a nurse in Newark
    St James hospital
    They dated for a while and Dad said at first Grand pop didn't think to highly of him but they were married on August 11 1955
    First a little bundle of joy named Deborah came into the world then myself and 2 other girls Dad had a harem they named us all with the letter D 4 little girls dad was so proud and Mom well if she gave you a bun in your hair man you felt like you had a face lift and your eyes were pulled back
    We all did well with our lives some better than others but we all managed to find our own way
    For some it was children for others a career and for some reason I waited the longest and met the most wonderful man and am I glad I did it's funny but we get along so well it's like we've known each other forever or could it be that God intended this for us
    We have endured a lot of tragedy since our first date but have overcome it by leaning on each other for guidance and love
    We have overcome a lot of personal tragedies and our uphill battle against disability and depression
    I think I finally have a new direction in life but to attain it I need to overcome my disability and gain a new knowledge of becoming myself again and striving for the excellence I once knew with his help I know I can balance this and live a more productive existence

    Deb

    She was born July 28 1957 and the first of 4 beautiful girls
    She was a normal child challenging everything she could attaining excellence she had a real need for knowledge smart but witty and well balanced
    She went to college and tried but failed to finish as her heart meant more than a career and she married the wrong man for he left her with 4 children because he was not what she envisioned and this stung her terribly
    We managed and helped always knowing that it would be hard but we survived
    We took a family trip to Disney world it was fun but hectic but something the children needed we all had to pitch in and we did
    There were fun times and angry times but laugh we did especially when Mom thought Michael got his head stuck in the fence bars what a riot he had fallen over the small fence because he was not listening he was to excited to get on the mad hatters Tea cup ride
    Spin we did faster and faster round and round they laughed so hard but when they got off of the ride  the adults laughed uncontrollably
    She met another man and this time it was a new and different life a man who cared gave and never took from her she loved him and so did her children he was what they needed to love and be loved
    I don't know why nor can I grasp death it hurts but the wound eventually heals
    knowing it's something that happens in our everyday lives is no consolation to the remnants left behind the shattered hearts the motherless children the broken parents
    Mom and dad said goodbye in their own way and I know she heard them
    This happened February 13 1999
    Valentines day would never be the same


    Sorrows

    She was born October 9 1960 and was the giddy girl who gracefully danced on the cafeteria table
    stuck a red and green crayon up her nose and tried on Moms glass cranberry bowl and panicked when it would not come off
    She grew into a loving and kind person giving too much of herself not allowing the fear of the unknown to flaunt itself she was just determined and eventually would overcome her greatest obstacle
    She met and married and older man but I guess the 7 year itch did and he scratched it would later be found that her best friend was doing the scratching and this hurt worse then what he had done being untruthful disguising his love for her  Broken heart
    It would be a long time before she would marry
    Something good came of this bond a child the obstacle she had overcome they said she would never but she did her pride and joy who she got to enjoy but for 2 short years
    I cried it seemed like forever 
    She also died  of brain aneurysm at the age of 42
    how scared I was when I was to turn 42 always watching and waiting for a sign Thankfully this never came to pass for me nor my other sibling I can't rest not knowing what fears may be hiding in the children left behind